Pardon me, I’m just a bit depressed right now. Well, a bit more depressed than usual, you know what I mean.
Spectrum’s political forum is tonight, and I’m a bit worried about it. We usually don’t get that many people on the last week before fall break, plus we’re going up directly against a concert and a “dating doctor”, whatever that is. This event means a lot to me, so if we don’t get good attendance, I’m probably going to take it personally, which I know I shouldn’t, but still. We are going to be doing some exciting stuff in Spectrum these next couple of weeks, though, so I’m trying to look forward to that.
Unfortunately, there are other problems. Let’s just say that my 4.0 isn’t looking so secure right now, and I can’t blame this on my recent lack of time because all the stuff that isn’t going so well right now is stuff that I’ve really worked hard on. Making matters worse is that the courses I’m having trouble with are in my major, and I’m already desperate for pieces for my MFA application portfolio, so if what I’m doing right now isn’t up to this level, I can’t count on it doing better when I’m trying to get into grad school.
I don’t know. I’ve just got this real mini-fit of depression going right now, but in a few hours here I’ll have to act all bright and cheerful at the political forum, no matter how that turns out. As bad as I’m feeling right now, I’m even contemplating skipping my next class, and I never skip class. Maybe I need it at this point, though.