Sigh.
posted 2006/03/29 at 23:50
posted 2006/03/29 at 23:50
I'm definitely dealing with loneliness issues here. I joined the campus pan-pagan group a couple of months ago (and may wind up becoming their faculty advisor eventually), but I can only stay at the meetings for ten minutes before I have to shuffle off to campus. Un/Gagged's still stuck in paperwork, the other English TAs still find it hard to engage me in conversation, and it's not like I have any social opportunities outside of campus.
As I was driving home from North Carolina a week and a half ago, I thought that one of the things I really needed to do was to open myself up to more social situations. For a while there, I actually thought about trying online personals. Now, though ... I just don't know. There are areas of my life that are definitely lacking, and I want to fix them, but it seems like all the ways I know of to fix them just seem kind of stupid and don't fit in with my personality at all.
Maybe I was meant to be a hermit, but I don't want to admit to that just yet. There's got to be something ... there's got to be someone ... out there for me, right? Right?
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