On the inside looking out
posted 2005/10/11 at 18:21
posted 2005/10/11 at 18:21
It's bad enough that later tonight I have this big presentation to give in my evening class, especially given that my professor for said class is a most disagreeable sort. However, earlier today I found out that while my class is going on, Spectrum will be holding its annual Matthew Shepard Memorial Candlelight Vigil just outside the building I'll be in, and in fact the window in the classroom will overlook the vigil. It's bad enough what happened between me and the people now in Spectrum, but especially for something like the vigil I can't help but feel like I should be there, but even if I didn't have class I know that I wouldn't be welcome there. No wonder, then, that I've been nauseous all day and I've only been feeling worse as the day has gone on.
Time to rehearse this presentation ... if I can keep my food down here.
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