posted 2005/07/22 at 18:10
So if you want a good laugh, go to my diet log and read a post I wrote last night called "Thoughts about DDR/ITG." Originally I just wanted to give my thoughts on the games, but as I wrote about stuff I began to realize just how the way I play DDR and ITG is a microcosm of everything that I hate about myself. After writing that post, I couldn't do anything but just meditate on how screwed up I am, and when it came time to go to bed I couldn't sleep because my mind wouldn't shut itself off, as it kept thinking about all the messed-up situations in my life.
As if that weren't enough to have on my mind, a month from today I start back at school, not just as a student but also, for the first time, as a teacher. I'm nowhere near done with all the reading on teaching composition that I wanted to get done here, so I'm going to have to push myself to get that done.
On the topic of things I wanted to get done this summer, originally I'd wanted to play my way through both Final Fantasy 7 and another RPG I'd never played all the way through before break was over, but I'm just now getting to the end of Disc 1 on FF7. As if I don't have enough on my mind, now I've got that depressing me as well. (Am I the only person who makes sure to take Aeris on multiple rides on the gondola in the Gold Saucer before heading to the Temple of the Ancients?)
I'm assuming there's no point in me heading up to Ann Arbor this Sunday, so I'll cancel those plans and hopefully reschedule them at a time when more people want to meet up there.
I suck. Seriously.
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