Where in the hell is time going right now? Ever since all that stuff happened with Spectrum on Thursday night, it's like I can't get anything accomplished. I have no focus whatsoever, and with all my papers and stuff coming due beginning this week I need to buckle down here. I already used up whatever leeway I could have gotten from my professors when I got sick so much this semester, and if I don't get this stuff completed on time then I'm really going to be screwed over.
The worst part is that the next thing I have to do for the papers I'm working on is re-watch Dancer in the Dark. Normally I'd jump at the chance to watch Björk, especially in the context I'll be watching her (I'm going to be doing a Marxist reading of the film), but even if I had the focus to watch it right now, the moments I haven't been pissed off these past few days I've been depressed, and watching Dancer in the Dark is about the worst thing a depressed person can do for herself.
If all goes well, in two weeks I'll be done with the semester, and this situation with Spectrum will be resolved to my liking. If not, well, I don't know what in the hell I'm going to do. Probably crawl back into my room here and lead the hermit-like life I was leading before I went back to school in the first place. I don't even care anymore, I just want the pain to go away.