posted 2005/01/27 at 21:50
Turns out all those tummy troubles I was having this week may not have been stress-related after all. My car isn't the stablest in the world, but as I was driving today it was like it had no shocks whatsoever; I lost track of the number of times my head hit the roof just on my drive to school. It wasn't long after that when I started having trouble in my stomach. (This is why I'll never go on a roller coaster in my life.)
So yeah, um ... I'm lost. I'm not used to doing this, and I'm just not that good at reading people to start with. I've been talking to friends (and you know, actually giving them the details), and they've been of some help, but this whole thing is just driving me insane because I really don't know what to do. I hate it when I'm not in control of a situation to start with, but with something like this it's even more infuriating. And of course with things like this I never express my anger, I just internalize it, and that makes me feel even worse. Sigh.
Oh, and everyone in my family is coming down with something. How much longer until I get it, I wonder?
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