posted 2003/03/13 at 15:57
Okay, I guess I'm back for now. Something happened earlier this month that just threw me for a loop, and it's been taking me a while to find my bearings again.
I don't know what it is, though. My counselor's been helping me take care of all these problems, but it seems like as I take care of each problem, another one comes up in its place. It's always the problems I shouldn't worry about that I end up worrying about. It's always the problems I shouldn't even try to fix that I always attempt to fix. For now, anyway, I think I've done all I can do, and the ball is no longer in my court. What happens now is out of my control, and while I never do a good job at accepting when things are out of my hands, at least I can recognize that they are in this instance.
So anyway, midterms were last week, and this week is spring break, but all the while I've been having to deal with a bit of a cold that I probably picked up from Maria a couple of weeks ago. I had to go off my diet earlier in the week because of the cold, and of course I never feel good about that, but I guess what's done is done. I'm a bit behind where I wanted to be on schoolwork at this point, but I'm pretty sure I can catch up without too much of a problem. I just hope I can actually focus on that, because between the cold and the other problems I've been having lately, I really don't feel up to much. At least now I think I'll be back here on a regular basis again, for a little while anyway. Unless something else comes up.
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