posted 2003/02/20 at 14:53
I was able to cope with things for a few days there, but today as I was showering I just got the feeling that things were not going to go well today. I feel like just going home right now, crawling under the covers and trying to wait all this stuff out. But I've run away too often before, and I know that I just have to get through this somehow. I've already lost a lot as a result of all of this, and in a lot of ways it doesn't feel like I have any more to lose. Tomorrow's appointment with my counselor can't come soon enough.
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