posted 2002/11/15 at 18:10
So, yeah. Woke up to the first snow (though no accumulation) of the year. Not exactly what I needed to cheer me up this morning. Thankfully the roads were still warm, so there were no driving problems (although I did get caught for several minutes behind a crash on the way home), but I don't like the cold and when I'm coming down off a good feeling, the last thing I need is more triggers to make me feel worse.
For all that I've got all these things going on in my life, I have a real tendency, when I have off time like I did this afternoon, to just lay on my bed and think about stuff and not do much else at all. If I wrote for just half the time I did that, I'd probably have enough stuff to at least pay my tuition with. Yeesh. I think I need the time to do that deep thinking, though, to get my best work out. I guess.
There's too much confusion right now. I could probably go on for a whole journal entry about the things that are twisting my brain and heart and wringing everything out of them, but right now I just feel like staring off into space for a while again. Excuse me.
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